Sleeping through the tears

You know that iffy feeling, when you think you’re about to make, or you’ve just made a B-I-G mistake… meh, it sucks.Past 3 days I’ve been going through this phase.. a bad one. The F A T phase, feeling ugly phase, the regret phase and well, many many more…Problem is, they’ve hit me all at once.

Any word, any gesture (even if its positive) and I feel as though I’m gonna start crying.. something about this whole thing isn’t right..

Its been one hell of a ride, but I guess its time to get off now.. before it gets worse and it hurts even more.

Elle x